For your information, including this one I've already made about seven blogs altogether which up till now most of "them" has been forgotten by me and I admit my fault. Only one blog had extra care by me but after awhile from my opinion the contents are soo childish and even myself feel insecure rereading it like seriously what was I thinking when I wrote things like that back then. Ok maybe I can't blame my child's thoughts but seriously I just don't understand. Curious in what I wrote? Please don't haha, I privated that blog so only me can see it which I think is the best way for myself and you guys.
Let's just move on past is past you know and then suddenly I realized nobody's perfect which is damn true af.Plus at one moment that blog yeah the one that I once cared soo much seem to be very unorganized messy and all that negative stuff and the idea of making a new blog flew across my mind and bammn here I am writing this very post to you. you guys. anyone who is reading this. maybe myself. once again hello there. Comment "I've made it this far" if you saw this.
By the way if you don't know this year 2016 is the year of Monkey. woot woot.
You know what? Monkey is always on top of my favourite things' list. It all started after my friends teased me that I looked like a monkey because I always wear that one particular pink tee which has monkey's face printed on it. To be honest, I was sometimes mad back then and sad cause I feel looking like a monkey means you are super ugly la (no offense to all monkeys in the world) and seriously thought they were so rude and stuff because how can they said that to their friend oh. But that was back then. Old story. Maybe I learnt the art of appreciating things I don't know maybe but I started to develop some interest towards monkeys. The first monkey that I fell in love with is Paul Frank because the brand is very popular and I also like the way Paul Frank's mouth is super big and
its smile is very attracting too like oh my gosh I felt like it was love at first sight haha just kidding.After that, my love for monkeys gets bigger and bigger each day. Until now. I even got monkeys not just Paul Frank stuffed toys but also other monkeys stuffed toys like the orangutan, probocis monkey, cartoonized monkey and much more on my birthday. I seriously have a whole shelves of just monkeys inside my room ranges from size S to size XXXXXL. Tell me if you want to see a picture of my collection and your email address and then I will send you the proof photo. No kidding, but at your own risk. Just don't passed out after looking at the photo.
Well actually what I really want to say is that since it is the year of Monkey I want to have a fresh start because I believed it is never late to start again and grow and learn. Being an 18 years old teenage girl this year, I really want to achieve many things this year including being more mature in handling things and don't have any regrets later when I became an old granny and have a big family. Maybe I will blog about my life goals on my next posts so keep an eye for it. I know it is kind of typical but it is my life so I can do anything what I want but have faith in God because God always has the best timing.
Before ending this, I just hope this year will be more interesting and I can meet more people and widen my network. I just want to live my life with no regrets this year because I have soo much for last year. Let just be this year is the year for me where all things starts to build up and make me a better person in life. Might sound cliche but yeah I need to come out from my comfort zone and have more confident!
"LETS JUST DON'T AFRAID TO BE OURSELF TOGETHER"
